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Monday, January 26, 2009

Done.

Watch me do it.
Watch me make a fool of myself,
Trying to get you to notice.

Watch me with those stupid, gorgeous eyes
Those eyes I've come to love.
Those eyes I've come to hate.

I wait for your call,
staring at my phone
as if that would make time go faster.
Time goes by so slowly when I'm thinking of you.

I'm done with stupid love songs.
I'm done with stupid hearts.
I'm done crying every time someone mentions your name.

I will love you until I die.
You know that.
And what do you say?
OK.
I wish...
I don't know what I wish anymore.
I just don't know.

2 comments:

addy owl said...

M, this is amazing! Writer's block? -skeptical look- I think not.

This is kinda random, but it reminds me of...well, you know. The guy that's been a jerk lately. Who's entirely too smart for his own good. I'm over it, really, but this...this piece says stuff I wish I could have before, ya know?

And that last line, "I wish...I don't know what I wish anymore," that was so powerful.

You're better than you realize!
x
Addy

☼dora♥ said...

Oh, um yeah. I remember him.
APPLE BOTTOM JEANS!!!
Heh, but yeah, writer's block is stupid.
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